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6/30/2007 came back from school..from homecoming celebration. stoning there was a waste of time. stopid marshalling,serious. somehow my whole sat was lyk wasted away. Details about Saturday: =sian if u stone at home all day =soso if u going out to sch to do sth den come back, still generally sian =nice if u going out to enjoy movie or shop around with someone =nicer if going out enjoy movie shop WITH people u wan to be with *which i dont. =rox if going out enjoy movie shop or even walk around with people u wan to be with until chao late in the night den go home. *which i dont. extra inf0: Sunday: = sian all the way. even if u're going out. = but not sian if got someone u wan to be with pei-ing u. ya. wow. i sound like im trying to make some point right.nah. u're wrong -nono- dno why. today come out com lab suddenly feel sian until cannot feel anymore sian le. got key frm kb den wait for lau den zhao. wth. say wad got SE ppl come. come lor. like se ppl come must tell me lyk dat.suan us only wad..still got some people frm ri hc ny wow. i dun even dare go in front of them. niao la. !@#$%^ ZzZ. den walk to mrt. sian feeling intensified, although i said cannot be sian anymore le. dno wyh oso. must be some sense of foreboding. wth more of uneasy la.. its lyk she's together with that guy agn, dno why but something tells me that.go out la eat la walk la pei yang gan qing la wadEVER..sulked even more then cont walking.. walk to mrt ****. see SOME RANDOM person from SOME SCHOOL and ANOTHER TWO RANDOM people FROM ANOTHER SCHOOL i dono which school really.really serious! tmd. fed up all the way till yishun. come back blog about all this, why cant everything just go back to the way it was in pri sch. no nid jealous no nid worry abt ANYTHING. f now walk few steps see some random ppl from some random two schools will angry. last time where got like dat u tell me. i know im in no position to say anything coz im not clever enough. if things were to change i wouldn't be saying that le will I. zzz. now still got that uneasy feeling, dno wad she doing le. zz. i wan to rid myself of all emotions can. might as well dun feel. coz wad im feeling nw sux. and my stopid face can dun have pimples not f. all the low confidence all come back liao la. some tell me do i really look that f***ed up. wth. this is a blog so i wan write. wad can you do. im like thinking of everything not in my favour now. and i meam EVERYTHING. theres like so many seh. someone just take away my heart. i know this sounds like kh. coz its of no bloody use. nobody fucking cares anyway. Last Forever 4:55 PM |
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