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7/01/2007 i know my post dam wad la. but do u seriously think u know everything. i dun care abt getting a gf le pls. coz i think its a waste of time and i rather be studying and going out wif frens. fine. maybe abt the bridge thing i admit i dont like. but do u realli think i dam extrovert. then u're wrong. u go ask other people, u know how inside i am when I'm going out wif some girl. its no different from you, i assure you. u can ask them if u wan, i practically dont talk at all. people say i ostracise myself, if you think u're dam intro den go out with girls very shy i tell u. im not the least different.u think im not bullied, not called names. i tell u i've been cornered a few fair times le. names no nid say. wad everyone call me when i seem tall. freak. and some other names i dun wan say. if everyone think tall is good, then grow la. tell me i so tall, for wad. i oso never purposely suan anybody. and i get pin-pointed for being tall. wad the hell u call this. den wad people wan be right marker like jw. he overtake me good la. i happy for him. den i no nid tio pin-point say wad i no nid raise hand do drills. seriously la, got people taller den me jiu taller lor, so wad, den everytime must tell me like i wan own everyone lyk dat.and u think songs depict wad people's emo life are u're utterly deluded. cos NO and i mean there will be NO such circumstances in which those images u form in ur mind after listening to those 'emo'songs will surface and be part of me or ur life. u tell me got anyone small small kids make pact say wad 10 yrs later i come find you. dun say others say me and you. u have? coz i dun. if u have i nth to say. and do you seriously think i like nanyang that much. please.im not some flirt. u oso got someone u like. i oso have, if that someone from nanyang den sure will talk abt it de right? who dun wan to talk abt people they like.hwachong. i admit i dun like ceratin people inside, not to specifically attack anybody, coz some are my frens and u should know why i wan go there. if u think its for random purposes like nanyang u're wrong again.results.wads ur class positioning, who got top for phy last term. u tell me.i still rmb u happy during last day of sch.life. u'll be surprised at how many people dun wan to work hard, dun wan to study, coz they dun care they just wan to party till they drop.u dun work hard now, u dun pia now u lose out.pressurizing is another thing. if im pressurizing myself so hard now i wouldnt be going to kbox, i wouldnt be going to np i wouldnt be going for homecoming,coz i think this is enough relaxing le. abt suiciding, if u EVER see my name on the suicide list i take off my hat to u. complaining.do u know that wadever i complain abt is my drive towards better academic results.why not exchange a few hrs of ur life driving ur goals into ur head in exchange for at least 30-40 yrs of the good in life. u got ur own drive too and i dno wads dat. and i dun wan to know coz i think its personal. i hate flirts yes, but dats out of the point. i emphasize once more that i DONT care abt having a gf. like i said before who wun have momentary infatuations, they dun last, coz of the former word.ya i very shuai u not shuai who say one u tell me. u oso always in sch say wad u shuai and all those, i do too. but if u're saying now that u're not means im no different as well, deep down u oso dun tink u very shuai, right. i also. self confidence has its highs and lows. i say i shuai everyone say wadeva i say i ugly people pls la can have more self confidence anot.wad u wan me to do.and i din say i was ugly, that homecoming day i sort of worried abit. coz got alot of people, nowadays normal sch i got say meh. if got say u must tell me. coz some are dreadfully unintentional.proving myself. if i can prove myself overnight why not? it takes time. u oso wan go good jc right, who doesnt, den why u dun wan set urself a higher goal.rather den aim for wad yj. i know this sounds biased but would u prefer yj to rj.and if u think im 'influenced' by john lau think agn. i dun flirt, as i mentioned above, i feel that its just that we got alot of common goals for now, and we're trying to share wadeva we can to build a better future for ourselves. how? do some more stuff that can increase ur chances of having a better life. learn music,pickup skills. i learn music not for the points, although so coincidentally it gives points but i just wan to play all those jay chou songs and wadever we listen to ever so frequently.nyaa. our sch not compulsory, i rmb i ask bryan and u all fill up u all say waste of time no use. wad can i do.and i seriously i heck care the nyaa badge.dun give me also nevermind. say wad i do just for the badge.wtf.nanyang girls, chio or not, i know boys make random comments and everything but we dun seriously mean chio means woo dui bu dui. sometimes all the other people are the ones with the unexpectedness.conclusion, i dont really think u understand me and it seems that i dun too. but dun let this affect our frenship pls. i dun wan to quarrel. and we can have more chem remedial as well =D jiayou everyone. 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