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8/31/2007 wah. its not like i dont want to go back luh.. I WANT TO GO BACK.. SO MUCH CAN. but if i went back, i would be forsaking that 3 to 4 hrs in which i could have erm.. studied. yes i may sound 'muggish' but i had no choice. im not gonna waste any more time. anyway, also got alot of people say the teachers retire le, so our going back is just to meet up again right? lol. somemore im sure very few people went back, might as well wait for class gathering.. sheesh ._. i dont want to watch movies or whatever, cos i'll feel guilty not studying. alot of people also have alot of stuff then never go back, hmph. whats happening to us!? sigh. i guess its because everyone loves their secondary school more. [im not saying i dont] ya well... but i prefer primary school, no stress no major exams. everyone all IP no need to chiong like shit thats why they like their class mah. i see my class all those everyday ask dumb qns waste time sleep in class ask them go out la.. dont want learn jiu suan le lor. please la, wake up. o level chinese coming le pls, less than 2 months, in fact EXACTLY TWO MONTHS, 31st october. i wont celebrate my birthday le la. sigh. why do i have to face all this just because i screwed up my psle, now even if im doing better than others the fact that they have already secured a place in jc doesnt comfort me at all. minus away all the IP people, DSA, triple science, how many left. 60~70? .. seriously, i've never been so scared in my life. chinese screw up, cannot go good jc le, and i wont have the motivation to continue studying. you all hc ny ri rg people i see you all you all dont know how i feel. its not something that you all will know, cos you all dont have o levels, the stress, its worse than your whatever passing grade for sec 4. i see you all i seriously feel dam fucking inferior. sorry! and even i want to apply dsa, nothing to put wth. others all music and what. and im not even grade 1. and that yoyo international champ guy i dno la, wth lor.. i envious like some despo le la. today go lib see ppl class gathering, all hci ny. singapore's educational requirements and system is totally screwed, they only make major decisions and twist the system for the extremely good and extremely lousy people. those in the middle all have to fend for themselves. and nobody even seems to care, i feel so alone. Last Forever 11:28 PM |
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