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12/21/2007 okay i shall just blog a bit.. today cc com last training, reserve again. although i really dont mind, why am i always the one whose time is like wasted, this time its like ten plus trainings and i get to stone, cool yeah. xy also.. i dont know who voted for me la i just know that np is becoming more and more unfair. you cant get a chance to do things unless you are good, which leaves out others, if not how do you explain why other people's names werent read out even once.i still remember the nanyang horizon challenge thing, i reserve cos my name is last?! wth. dont say liao la. speaking of nanyang, i have to congratulate my biao3 mei4 in getting into NYGH. haha okay so she went there today.. hm, i just hope she doesnt get mad abt hc people. her name is YiJun :D so watch out people i might just ask her to go poke you. ya.. haha onto more serious matters. ya my grandma passed away yesterday.. initially didnt feel anything, kinda weird and stuff. but then when i was abt to sleep i sort of remembered those days when i was young and all and the times i spent with her. i couldnt take it, i just broke down. heck care the 男人眼泪不轻弹 or whatever, if you didnt cry or at least drop a single tear, you should be ashamed of yourselves. okay maybe it depends on how close that person is to you.. so i guess i really couldnt accept it. and suddenly listening to 外婆 i will like sadden. today supposedly we had some recee thing, but i had to go the funeral prep at serangoon, ya so sorry. took a cab and went to the place. saw my grandma in the coffin and like sleeping so peacefully, somehow i didnt want to see her cos i will get all sad again, but that's like, so un-filial. so i sad there and kind sobbed silently and after a while i went outside. the place was quite empty so i stoned until 5 plus, when i suggested going back home to get a few books to read if i was staying overnight. so here i am.. later i'll be going back.. o.0 im sorry if anything will clash frm today onwards to the 26th or so. i dont think i can go.. i dont know about prig.. i think i shall go ask ba.. anw sorry i dont have time to buy presents =( ya.. so i realised that there are alot more important things than studies and being in cc com. so i really hope that everyone will cherish their time with their loved ones or you will regret it. of course, dont think anyone will consider cherishing their time spent with me. Last Forever 7:11 PM |
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