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12/06/2007 you know i think i should just drop to sec 1 squadleader. i dont know why but i just dont feel right. since the posts were out i sort of hated the council structure they came up with, what assess the people see how they fare then ask another three more people to go sec1, as in i didnt like this arrangement. i simply have no time to compete again for this post for another half a year theres alot of stuff coming up and im packed and busy. and having 4 people to one squad is more of a burden. i dont know how the sec1s think about me la, but i dont think its that positive D: as in they give that i dont feel like responding that kind of feeling whenever i talk to them. they dont seem to like talking to me and whenever they call sir i will ya and they just simply ignore and ask other squadleaders, how would i feel. if they dont like me then forget it. and im not going to get angry even though they rather have xy than me. cos i think i foresaw this quite long ago. hm.. i think im the sort who would rather make friends with people then to shout and all, still i wont blame them.. and they might think pumping little is nice, but it wont help in the long run. hope that whatever decision they make is what they really want.. okay i go practice piano le.. bye >.< ps. if you all really think i act innocent and all then i think i'll be fuming. and 31st batch has got to be the most daring squad in a few years (why i say so is mostly because of msn). i think we sort of forgave and forgot, but its a fact that on msn they are a bit too erm.. i dont know the right word, or maybe its just we're not too strict enough Last Forever 4:42 PM |
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